Hey, Im Lilpirahna

All About Lilpirahna

My name is Lilpirahna, and I didn’t grow up like most people. My childhood was full of strict rules, intense cultural and religious pressure, and a kind of abuse I didn’t fully understand until much later. While other kids were outside playing, eating tacos, or listening to the radio, I wasn’t allowed to do any of that

Then, things got worse...

I was kidnapped and sent to a religious cult, where I spent three years completely cut off from the outside world. I finally got out when I turned 18.

For a while, I didn’t know how to process everything I’d been through. But eventually, I started piecing things together.

The truth became clearer over time and later on, I went through an official evaluation, which confirmed what I had quietly suspected for years: I’m on the autism spectrum. That diagnosis helped explain so much about how I navigate life and why certain things have always felt different for me.

Still, that’s only part of my story.

Now that I’m free, I’m learning how to enjoy the world—on my own terms. I’ve been meeting friends on Fansly, goofing around with my pets, and exploring hobbies that actually bring me joy. Some days, I’m crocheting or swimming in the backyard; other days, I’m gaming, journaling, or just trying something new. I’m still figuring out who I am—but honestly, I’m having fun with the process. And that’s something I never thought I’d be able to say.

If you’re curious to know more, feel free to scroll down or tap the Book tab to keep reading.

Connect with Me or Ask About My Book

Although I’m shy, really love hearing from new people. Whether you have questions, ideas, or just feel like saying hi, don’t be nervous—just click the button to reach out. I’ll get back to you as soon as I can, promise.

What Hobbies Does Lilpirahna have?

In my downtime, I like to get hands-on. Lately, I’ve been teaching myself how to crochet—mostly small things at first, but now I’m hooked (pun intended) on making big cozy blankets. It’s like meditation with yarn. I zone out in my room, put on something nostalgic in the background (usually old Russian cartoons or some deep YouTube rabbit hole), and just have fun.

I’m also learning how to drive in my freetime, which has been a lot for me. It’s exciting, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a little anxious behind the wheel—especially after surviving a rollover accident a few years ago. Still, I’m taking it slow, and my goal is to feel safe and confident on the road.

If the weather’s good, you’ll probably catch me outside swimming laps in the backyard or goofing around trying to convince my corgi that water isn’t secretly evil. Spoiler: he’s still not buying it.

When I’m winding down, I’ll either load up BO6 for a few rounds, or grab my hula hoop and move around until my brain feels less scrambled. That one’s surprisingly therapeutic.

Although my interests kind of rotate based on mood, these are a few things I keep coming back to.

All About the Milestones That Have Shaped My Life

The Story of My Victories

The Story of how I Escaped The Cult

When I turned eighteen, I was pressured to attend a college and marry a man from one of the same churches that had funded the cult I’d been trapped in for three years. For a while, I felt like I didn’t have a choice. But eventually, I decided to stand up for myself. For the first time ever, I said no. That moment changed everything. Saying no marked the beginning of my freedom, and it was the first real step I took toward building a life that actually felt like mine.

Earned the nickname Lilpirahna

Creating Content marked a huge shift in how I saw myself. I began realizing that people liked my personality, my body, and my voice- even the parts of me I used to hide and be embarrassed of. Creating content has helped me to unlearn shame and start exploring myself in ways I honestly never thought possible.

All About Walking the Red Carpet

I’ve always felt like a bit of a nerd, so I really didn’t think anyone would notice me at AVN—definitely not enough to invite me to walk the red carpet. But somehow, it happened. I was standing there, nervous out of my mind but also kind of proud. It didn’t feel real. That moment reminded me that you never really know what’s possible until it happens. And honestly, that meant everything.

My Book

For a long time, I kept everything inside... but eventually, I realized it was time to write my story down. As I told people about this project, I discovered just how many people have gone through similar pain. It's my dream to share my story with as many people as possible and help them understand they are not alone.